Saturday, November 22, 2008

Inviting Change

“I am the true vine, and my Father is the gardener. He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes so that it will be even more fruitful. This is to my Father’s glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples.” ~ John 15:1-2, 8

This week has been wrought with worries about hotel security, a virus in my computer, and a draining sickness that sent me to my bed for almost two full days. In these trying circumstances, I have found myself questioning why I am here, although I am ashamed to admit it. Sure, I am here for my required internship, but beyond that… What is the bigger purpose? What is the big picture?

Thankfully, the always faithful God has been patient with me, listening to my struggle and calming my heart. I believe that he has great – no, amazing – things in store for me here; things I could not learn elsewhere; changes that could only come through what I learn and experience here in Uganda. So, tomorrow is a new day. But, even better, today’s not looking so bad anymore. I invite change and I welcome the pruning. Have your way, God, that you might be glorified. Let them see that I am yours and desire you also. Amen.

1 comment:

david smith said...

Erin!! Don't be ashamed to admit that you wonder why you're there. That's pretty stinkin' normal!

Read Psalm 27. It's so good! And The last two verses of that chapter are from God to you. =)

You don't have to find away to save Uganda by tomorrow. =) But by the time you leave...you'll have impacted the region you live in. I guarantee it.

And I speak to the sickness in her body and command it to leave. I speak healing and rest of her body. Jesus, restore her to full health. Amen.
Stay strong!
bod